Always New

I'm very happy. Or content I should say as that seems to be more explanatory than happy. Anyway, since I had previously been unable to pay for my trip to France in the spring, some of my teachers had gotten together and payed for the ticket. I think it was very kind of them. School isn't as hard as I had explained of the first week. It's improved, and much more easier than ever. Chemistry is still the most ridiculus class I have to take. All of my classes except Chemistry are great, Economics is going nice even Government.
Since I have been in Government class, we have been learning of the Constitution. I liked it so much that I downloaded a PDF form, I know, nerdy.. But it's actually a really good read. It's hard to believe that a group of men wrote something so great, and it's still in use even today!
I'm actually in some clubs this year unlike last year. I'm in Recycling, French and the International Club; where I get to design the T-shirt. No one else came up with a design, and everyone liked it. I'm beginning soon, I just needed to get a tutorial so I could adjust some images in Photoshop.
I've made some new friends this year; which should be no surprise at all for anyone. We have a foreign exchange student from Germany, and she's really cool. She invited me to join the International Club; the idea of the club was mainly from the students in the exchange. She's (Daniela) is teaching me some simple German phrases, like "Clock" or "Television". She's also really funny, she does have an attiude but she only gets it if she is really irratated.
French class is going good too. We're covering a lot of stuff that is going to obviously be useful. I really need to come up with some more sentences for that class soon. We have to tell our teacher a certain amount of sentences each semester for a grade; not really hard, but hard to come up with the sentences.
There is so much more I want to write about, but I think I would be digging a little deep, and exposing myself a little, but maybe I should save the rest for my Myspace blog...

Evil Bible....

I know that many Christians pride themselves for being "saved" from hell.. But, recently I found a website which closely analyzes the things within it's pages. Not all what's in it is good, there are many references to Rape, Murder, and Sacrificing. People say that God is merciful, and helpful. But, what kind of God tells a man to sacrifice his own daughter to keep her from losing her virginity? Or about how he told a man to sacrifice his son upon a mountain? God even told the man to lie to his son, and get him to help build the place of which he would be killed. For example there is this quote which is found in the book of Genesis:

"Take your son, your only son-yes, Isaac, whom you love so much- and go to the land of Moriah. Sacrifice him there as a burnt offerening on one of the mountains, which I will point out to you."(Genesis 22:1-18)


It seems kind of fishy doesn't it? I thought that God was a kind, and loving being, but to have read this, it is kind of messed up actually. Some of my close friends are Christians, or Mormons, or off of a branch of Christianity. I couldn't believe it, and then I kept reading on the website, and found things that referred to Rape, Murder, and Slavery! A book of piece?? It's more like the Satanic Bible!


When I was going into the one tab labeled "Rape in the Bible", I found this one:As you approach a town to attack it, first offer its people terms for peace. If they accept your terms and open the gates to you, then all the people inside will serve you in forced labor. But if they refuse to make peace and prepare to fight, you must attack the town. When the LORD your God hands it over to you, kill every man in the town. But you may keep for yourselves all the women, children, livestock, and other plunder. You may enjoy the spoils of your enemies that the LORD your God has given you.(Deuteronomy 20:10-14)


This one speaks of Murder, deception, and Slavery! It tells of God telling whoever is doing the deed to lie to all those people, and take it over. Use the people for slaves, and kill all the men there. God also approves to the people to keep the women, children and livestock.. So basically doing another sin against God, Stealing...

And this one on Rape: (Judges 21:10-24 NLT)

The Israelite assembly sent a peace delegation to the little remnant of Benjamin who were living at the rock of Rimmon. Then the men of Benjamin returned to their homes, and the four hundred women of Jabesh-gilead who were spared were given to them as wives. But there were not enough women for all of them. The people felt sorry for Benjamin because the LORD had left this gap in the tribes of Israel. So the Israelite leaders asked, "How can we find wives for the few who remain, since all the women of the tribe of Benjamin are dead? There must be heirs for the survivors so that an entire tribe of Israel will not be lost forever. But we cannot give them our own daughters in marriage because we have sworn with a solemn oath that anyone who does this will fall under God's curse."

Then they thought of the annual festival of the LORD held in Shiloh, between Lebonah and Bethel, along the east side of the road that goes from Bethel to Shechem. They told the men of Benjamin who still needed wives, "Go and hide in the vineyards. When the women of Shiloh come out for their dances, rush out from the vineyards, and each of you can take one of them home to be your wife! And when their fathers and brothers come to us in protest, we will tell them, 'Please be understanding. Let them have your daughters, for we didn't find enough wives for them when we destroyed Jabesh-gilead. And you are not guilty of breaking the vow since you did not give your daughters in marriage to them.'" So the men of Benjamin did as they were told. They kidnapped the women who took part in the celebration and carried them off to the land of their own inheritance. Then they rebuilt their towns and lived in them. So the assembly of Israel departed by tribes and families, and they returned to their own homes.

This is all kind of sick to me. No wonder I am smart and don't have a religion... It's all full of such treachery, false modesty, lies, and deception. It all seems to be apart a much larger conspiracy, one that needs to blown wide open.

Such Tired Times

Over the past couple of days I have been in school. It started like 5 days ago, and I hoped it would be fun. But, it's not. It is the hardest year of school I have ever had in my entire school career. Firstly, Government is very difficult, anyone who says that it is easy deserves to be bitch slapped. I thought it would be easy as long as I do the work, and I have been. However, my teacher thinks it's very funny to give us 4 assignments to do, they're all do on seperate days, but they aren't that easy. 2 of them were ok, but the other two weren't. I still need to finish my stupid Scavenger Hunt...
I have always hated Science, and everything associated with this subject. I'm taking Chemistry, and I hate it. I just wish the entire section would just collapse, and end my worries. Honestly, I thought Chemistry was a subject where you utilise your knowledge of chemicals? Why must we learn to convert Gallons to liters, Inches to miles? It has nothing to do with science, what the hell are people taking? I only have this class so I can go to college, but I really don't think I want to that much anymore. I have to pass all my classes now in order to go anyhow. I'm required to community service for my Government class, yeah, right when I have enough to worry about, talk about stupid.
My French class is the best one, we do work, but it's the work that I really enjoy doing. I love the French Language, and everything associated with it. I'm in the Advanced class, so I don't need to hide my extensive knowledge over a third year. I do need to work on the past tense, but not by much. I don't understand the elements of use, it's very different than that of English. I also have trouble with the subjunctive, it's much more harder than the English subjunctive by far. The French subjunctive is only used in a sense of doubt, worry, etc in the speakers mind at the time. I was told on Monday, that I get to go to France with the class, and I'm pretty happy about that. I just need to get a job, so my Mom doesn't have to pay all of it. Plus, I would like to have extra money to spend, and buy souvenirs, and also anything I might need or want.
The first week of school was difficult, even English class is hard! God, I know all of the English language already even the subjunctive!(ex. It's imporant that I be there) or maybe it's because it's the language that I grew up knowing. We have to read our books, and right down a daily log on it, damnit, I just remebered that I need to do read a few chapters today! I also have to finish my freaking Chemistry labs(2 in 2 days!).

Mon Anniversaire

My Birthday was great today. Though, It was dull at first since I couldn't find anything for us to do. Kira, Nalani, Kira's Boyfriend, Jake, and Aaron all came over. As with many family members. I got Silent Hill about 3 hours before everyone started to arrive. When they came, I put in the remake of Carrie, since Kira hasn't seen the movies but, she did read the book. We all watched that, it was great! Except for the excessive groping fest that Kira's boyfriend kept doing.
After the movie, everyone began to come. We had pizza, and cake, which was put away quite well. Kira gave me the gift that she got for me. She's really cool, she got me the first book of the series that she reads. I must say, they are a really good series. It has zombies, vampires and the works. She also gave me a card and some money. Her cousin, Nalani, gave me half a pound of chocolate.. I thought it all went very well, and I was very happy that all of my friends managed to show, except for like 3. I do have more friends, but I have like no way of contacting them....
After all my friends left, I watched Silent Hill again. I think it's the best ever adaption of game series ever made. Tomb Raider, and Resident Evil didn't follow many elements of the game. I heard a third one is in the making, I really hope not...

Nazi Epidemic..

As you all know, I love France. Well, hopefully you know that. But, I feel like I really need to touch base with the actual point of it. Nazis, I'm sure weren't all bad people. Of course their leader, Hitler was bad. I read somewhere that he was abused, so that's why he did all that. Though, I'm not sure it's entirely accurate, but I think it may have happened. Anyway, It really makes you wonder why he did all of that. Perhaps he just really hated so many people, and felt that he needed to take over all the countries, and make everyone suffer. But, maybe he was just very depressed? And needed someone to hold onto? I hear he had a wife or girlfriend, but what if she wasn't enough? Maybe, he needed the love of a family, his mother! I don't think he had a good relationship with her, and perhaps she wasn't exactly the kind of mother he wanted her to be?

Though most of my thinking is probably out of wack, I just started to think of this when i found a picture of him in front of the Eiffel Tower in Paris, France. It could be many reasons, but why did he feel like he needed to do all that? I know a lot of his followers probably didn't all feel the same, and they felt it was wrong, but they didn't want to get hurt, or killed for saying what they wanted. I remember in History, when the French and the Germans were at war for invading France, while in this underground cave, a French soldier, and a German soldier became friends. I know it sounds weird, but they celebrated Christmas together, though they were speaking through a hole, and sharing food, and drinks.. It was pretty amazing I bet, hopefully they ended up friends afterwards, and not enemies. I actually hope they didn't end up killing eachother, since they didn't know what either of them looked like.

Many people believe that France are nothing but cowards. They aren't, they are all good people, and everyone needs to understand that. I know that not all Germans are the same, and that there are some really nice ones. People have the assumption that all the French are snobby, and irrogant. Another biased opinion, in all countries there are the nice, and snobby, and rude people. They are everywhere not just in France, they exist even in the nicest cultures, some people need to open their eyes and actually take a look around. I know, that my dislike towards Germans is decreasing, but I swear that if they ever do that again, well, let's just not go there....

I was being very random with today's blog, but I really needed to get it out there, what I was thinking..

Faire, to do..

I feel abnormal now. Not technically bad, but just not myself. Like i've been asleep, but I'm awake, I'm sure you know the feeling. It's in the evening now, and I'm pretty bored. I'm currently talking to some friends on the internet, which is helping with my boredom.. I realized today that in 4 days, I will be 17.... It's strange, though I knew the day was coming, I cannot believe that I'm actually going to be able to see rated R movies by myself! I think it's cool, no more need for an adult, because I'm basically one when it comes to rated R and rated M games.
Silent Hill the movie comes out to DVD on my birthday. I've seen it twice in theatres, it's a really great movie, it wasn't that scary, but it had a great storyline. I think that it beats all movies based on games, since, it actually follows the storyline. Unlike Resident Evil, that movie just sucked. It wasn't even close to the games, I mean who the hell is Alice? Before I get started on how stupid that movie was, I'm just going to change the subject.
So, by now, you're wondering what's up with the title? To be truthful, I really didn't know what to label it, so i just started to think with French words, so I came up with "faire" which means: to do, to make. Also, I wanted to touch base with why in the US and England do we have those Faires with the knights and stuff? What exactly are we making? I'm very grateful to the French for helping with the English Language, but I don't know why we had to pull out random French words that are used to where they make no sense. In French "Douche" is shower, so why do people go around calling people "Douche Bags?" ooh, they are a shower bag... BIG deal... Some people are a little too dumb...
I got a Physics book today; I figured that if I'm taking Chemistry once school begins, why not teach myself Physics? I think it'd help me more with Chemistry, as they are similar, though not exactly the same. Plus, I enjoy the math. I can't take math this year because my classes are all too full, I'd take it zero hour, but I have no ride. Perhaps I should've got my license? Hmm, so I know that I have first lunch, hopefully with my friends. I do hate being a loner, like this once kid that had no friends, and he'd talk to his potato... I was like WTF? We started calling him the "Potato Whisperer" my friends actually came up with a storyline for a movie, very amusing.
I also renewed my French learning book, I'm so glad for me finally being able to take another French class. While talking to one of my friends who lives in France, she told me she's been studying English for 6 years! I was like dang, (she wasn't fluent yet) if I studied for 6 years, will I be fluent or partially there? I don't want it to take that long, because I hope to learn like 5 languages. Russian, Spanish, French, Czech, and Dutch, they are all cool languages, but I'm sure that I'll change my mind with Dutch and keep alternating it with another language, so I might end up learning it anyway. I hope to know as many languages as possible; all the languages have things that are unlocked when you learn it. You can read the Literature, history, and share stories with native speakers. I think it'd be good to be able to speak fluently in other languages, I hear you can make a lot of money as a Translator... I couldn't spell the real name of it, Interpreter? Is that it?

String Cheese!

I'm full. I've never eaten so much cheese in my life. String cheese for some reason really hits the spot, though I'm very sure that I'll regret it later on. I am finally registered for school. I actually have been since yesterday, but I was too lazy to post anything about it. I have all the classes that I want, Including Chemistry. I don't really like science, but in order for me to get into college, I need to have at least 6 credits for science. Hopefully, I pass because if I don't, then I'm screwed. I'll be held back, which I really don't want.
I must say, since my grandmother has come to stay with us for awhile, I've been even more stressed than normal. I see why my cousin Roseanna can't stand staying around her too long. She makes a big deal about a lot of very little things, I heard that us Leos were loud, but I didn't believe it until she began to stay with us. Don't get me wrong, I love my grandmother, but sometimes I just can't take too much. A few days ago, me and her walked to the store, she has bad legs, and barely made it there and back. Then today, I was telling her she shouldn't go because of that, and she went anyway. Then she came back complaing how much she was hurting, talk about saying, "I told you so"..
Earlier today, I played Command And Conquer and listened to music. The game is starting to get very boring now. I've beaten too many times, I think that they should come out with a new one soon. I've beaten almost all the games that I have, except for P.N.03, which got boring after the third level.
I can't wait for school to start now, then I will have something to do. For some reason I have alway enjoyed school, I like French more, so I that's what I am really looking forward too, my french needs brushed up, or polished more likely. I've been studying at home, but I think that for me to learn I require assignments. I think that I have progressed quite quickly than some others in my class.
I was on youtube, and searching for videos, I came across some old madtv episodes with Miss Swan in them. I think she is by far my favorite character in that show, though if she existed in real life, I'd probably killed her by now...

Talk about randomness with today's blog.

Pulsed

Well I must say that today wasn't as boring as yesterday was. I figured i would just sit around doing nothing as usual, listening to music, or something. But, I did something(s).. Sadly, though, I don't remember them.... I do know that this morning after I took a shower, I then watched, "The Devil's Advocate" with my mom. I haven't watched that movie in sometime, but I sure did forget all the nudity.. I mean honestly, there are many things that I totally forgot seeing. The movie would've still be good without all of those things, in my opinion anyway...
For breakfast this morning I had some of "Tim's Chips" or whatever they are called. My friend Mandi really loves them, I can honestly see why, they have this really good flavor, especially the "Jalapeno" flavor, which rocked, but it really wasn't that hot, nor spicy. I think though, that what did make them hot was when i washed my mouth with mouthwash... Then everything was awoken, my mouth was on fire, i spat(The mouthwash) it out. I couldn't take it, usually i enjoy the burning of the mouthwash, but this was too much...
I was on my computer in my room for awhile, messing around with the sims 2. I haven't played the game in awhile, but this really wasn't playing the game. It was the extra program that was included that allows you to build sims, then import them into the game. I downloaded these new skins(Safe, no nudity) which are very realistic, I was making sims with this new edition. But, the skin on males make them look a little fruity... Then my brother called and asked if me and my youngest brother wanted to see, "Pulse". I agreed since i've been wanting to see this movie for awhile.
On our way, we stopped at walmart to get school stuff. I got a new backpack, and some simple needed materials. I hope this year was as easy as the last. But, I hear that the senior year is the most difficult because here we are expected to do community service..
While at the Cinema, or more in the theatre itself. Some very annoying people came in, and made me very irratated. They jumped at every little thing in that movie. EVERYTHING... Then all they did was talk, until the movie actually got better. The movie itself is very good, but like "The Descent" it took about 40 minutes to get to the real point. But, when it did, it was very good. I don't see why the movie got such bad ratings, it's really good.(And if you're a horror goer like myself, you will like it)...

So you should go see this movie, it rocked :D

Are you serious?

Another un-fascinating day today. I just realized today that I am such an internet whore. I always need to be on it. Well duh, I have like many things to check. Like Myspace, monstersgame, techwarrior, hotmail, gmail, yahoo mail, and some others. I talked to 4 people on my messenger today, at the sametime. It's harder than it seems. I mean especially if they send a message you reply, and they're very quick at it. I think I'm going to try to calm down on doing that for awhile, it wore me out. Several hours later, my Aunt said that she'd come over to bring me some pop and something to eat. She hasn't came yet because she's at this festival thing in her town. Though I'm really wanting that pop.....I mean who can resist diet mountain dew??
So, being fed up with waiting, I decided that I'd go to the library and pick up the stuff that I had placed a hold on like 4 things, maybe 5. They were CD's... Some new music, that I've very recently started to get into to. Alanis Morissette and Flyleaf. They make some awesome music, though Alanis's is a bit explicit.... I mean she talks of going down on a guy in a movie theatre, but other than that it's a very good song. Flyleaf, is a band like Evanescence, except the lead singer does these (Screamo) screams. The lead singer is a girl, and I must say she has a fantastic voice. On my way to the library, someone called my name, I seen the person but I didn't recognize them. After leaving the library I ran into my friend Michelle, I thought it may have been her, but she said that it wasn't. She was there to check her email, etc, since she doesn't have internet at her house.....
While going home, I decided I'd stop at the local drugstore for some pop. I was very thirsty and the water was much more expensive than the pop.
The walk home wasn't so bad since I had something to drink, the weather wasn't even warm, but I was sweating. It's a trademark for myself I suppose, because it's always what I am doing,(I've even sweat when I did yoga! YOGA of all things), I didn't take that long to get back to my house. While in the ally near my house, there was the Pitbull following me... I completely ignored it, I mean dogs are okay, but all in all I don't like it when they follow, beg, and rip up your house.
I can't believe that school's starting. Though I've expressed my regrets, I do look forward to seeing some people that I've longed to see throughout the summer! I plan to watch America's Most Wanted tonight when it comes on, I love that show..... The last time that I watched it, it was the anniversary of his son's death, which was very sad. I mean how can someone do what they did to a little kid? I think it's pretty messed up. However there are these kinds of freaks out there, what can we possibly do?<>

Quoi de neuf?

I feel tired today... I think it's because I have been getting way too much sleep over the 3 days. But, I honestly don't know. I'm currently playing two online games, "Monstersgame" and "Techwarrior", they are both addicting games. They're not really games, but they are more of "Roleplaying" where you don't see what's happening but it tells you what has occured. I haven't taken a shower yet, which is a very large surprise since I do take one everyday usually before I do anything else, but I'll get to it when I'm done with this.

Yesterday, I spoke with Cindy on IM for 7 hours! This surprised us both very much, we spoke about many different things; like our emails. In our mails, we speak of about 12 different things, whether it be books, or questions about our country's histories. She seems to like the US very much, probably almost as much as I like France. It really just balances out.

I had some French fries for breakfast. Also with some cheese and some pickles, in fact it's more of a lunch. Though it's still early in the morning. I let my ferret out this morning along with the other 2. They didn't reek as much havoc as they usually do. Though I did lose mine, I thought he got outside or something, but he is actually small enough to fit underneath doors. So, I found him in my Mother's room, hiding under everything. After putting them back in the cage to eat and sleep, I went outside and watered the grass. I was glad to see where me and my brother planted flowers where we buried our cat at are beginning to grow. They're supposed to be very nice looking flowers, I hope they do turn out to be that way.

I'm also talking to my cousin on the phone, and she has that strange laugh that cracks me up. We're talking about how we went to Jack in the Box and we seen some tweakers there. Then she asked me if i was graduating this year, and I told her that I was and she freaked out. She was like, "Oh!!!!!" and she told me that she is making a bulliten that will say "Congratulations, my nigga", though I told she could go through it, but not to make too much noise....
I figured now I'm done with today's update on what's new in my life!!

The Last 48 hours...

I haven't posted in 2 days! I planned to post yesterday but was caught up in many things! Anyway, I just woke up right now, well not now but about 20 mintues ago. I think it's a good thing, because I have been putting out studying my French for awhile, and I think that it's a perfect oppurtunity to take advantage of it. So, my horrid sleep cycle is final over. I believe that I posted about it in this blog, but perhaps not. But, well I have been going to sleep around 6-8 pm, and waking at 6am, which is good since school is going to start very soon, and I have to get decent sleep so I'm not so groggy or irratated. Last year, I only missed one class period the entire year. And it was because I had to deal with some personal issues.
Okay, since blogs are most commonly used for rants. I figure I will rant a little. So, recently while being on myspace I came across this group that believes that Vegetarians should die. I'm one, and I really don't understand why they'd want that. I mean, I don't want all meat eaters to die, but I sometimes wish they would change their mind about eating meat though. Personally, I find meat to be very sick, even when I'd eat meat in my past, I never really liked it. I mean, it would make me sick thinking of the process and how it's done. I mean, some people say that they have seen what has happened, and don't care... Because, "Animals are good". Sure, perhaps, but I think that it's very disturbing. It's just as bad as someone eating another person. And when you really think about it, it's just the same. Animals eat eachother, but for survival. Humans can eat other things, we don't need living creatures to survive.
Anyways, moving on... My last two days were rather quick. I have to register for school in 4 days! Dang, what happened to my summer vacation??? I think what mainly did it was summer school(With Kira LOL) we did some crazy crap in Summer school. I remember while having to swim at the local YMCA(I didn't want to) for my PE class, I was just sitting there with my feet in the water, my teacher gave me the options to either swim 8 laps or play in the pool for half an hour. Can you guess what I chose? So whilst sitting with my feet in the water, Kira kept splashing me, and then while i was sicking myself lower into it, she gave me a kick. One that wasn't that big, but it sent my diving into the water. She got a very big laugh about it, in fact she almost drowned from laughing.... I didn't find it funny...
But, there was a good thing though. I got to see the person I liked everyday. They were taking summer school as well. I know what you're thinking, "Teenage Love" haha. But, seriously, I don't know what's about them, but it would seem that I like them a lot. Perhaps because they're a Libra, and I'm a Leo. I believe in Astrology, and it says that a Leo, and Libra are the perfect attraction, for love and I think marriage.
So, I am here now listening to French music. Mostly Celine Dion, I know, it's sad. But, to be honest, I think that she is the only who can really sing good French music, that or I haven't found any other good French songs anywhere(Though I am looking). If you can recommend some good French music (Dites-moi!!) et merci pour dire mon blog!

I've Descended...

Yesterday was an okay day. I got onto Friendsabroad, and chatted with friends from other countries. France in particular, since I'm "en train d'apprendre la langue" and one friend in particular, Cindy, rocks! She's really nice, and is very helping in my questions about French. She's helped me a lot and I believe that I have progressed a very great amount thanks to her. I talked to her for the first time on MSN messenger yesterday(We've been talking through emails for about 2 months) and she showed me her blog. Which was entirely in French,(Though I didn't mind) and I seen her pictures, she seems like a very fun person, I would really like to meet her in real life.
At around 3 PM I attempted to go to sleep, since I only got 4 hours of sleep, while finally getting to sleep, my friends came over because I told them I had an extra Windows XP disk, since they lost theirs and needed to reinstall the system since it was having a very large amount of errors. I was rather grouchy, because they woke me up. I'm not a very nice person when I'm awaken at the wrong time.
Then I went to the movies and seen "The Descent", I thought it was a really good movie, though it took forever to get to the point. I thought the ending was okay, it could've been better. The movie did have a good amount of chills and thrills, but when like 3 people died at the sametime, I thought they ran out of ideas for the deaths. But, hey what can one do? The acting was great, actually it was perfect, but what lacked was the story. Why is it when ever someone goes on a hiking, cave exploring, are camping trip they always seem to get attacked by some type of creatures?
Hmm..
I don't remember how the rest of the day went, I probably just listened to music as always..